01. Taste : Your Skin
02. Equilibrium : I've Lost My...
03. Sight : Every Time I Close My Eyes
04. Auditory : The Noise Indisde My Head
05. Smell : The Stench of Death
06. Sixth : God - A Lie
07. Intermission : A Fire on the Beach
08. Flavor : Ritualistic Hanging (the sun dance)
09. Touch : The Way That I Used To
10. Vision : In Your Eyes
11. Hear : You Call My Name
12. Olfactory : She Can Smell the Rain
13. Sixth : Deja Vu

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LYRICS:

TASTE : YOUR SKIN

I CAN STILL TASTE YOUR SKIN TASTE YOUR FEAR TASTE YOUR LIFE SO INSINCERE TASTE YOUR HATE TASTE YOUR DESPISE TASTE YOUR THOUGHTS AND KNOW ALL OF YOUR LIES TASTE YOUR LOVE TASTE YOUR PRIDE TASTE MY BLOOD AS YOU WATCH ME DIE TASTE THE SECRETS LOCKED UP IN MY BRAIN TASTE MY HOPELESSNESS AND TASTE MY PAIN TASTE YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS AND TASTE YOUR DREAMS READ YOUR MIND AND REVEAL YOUR SCHEMES TASTE YOUR GOD TASTE YOUR BELIEF TASTE YOUR FAITH WHICH GIVES NO RELIEF TASTE YOUR HAPPINESS AND TASTE YOUR SPITE TASTE THE TRUTH AND KNOW WHAT IS RIGHT TASTE THE LIFE THAT YOU DEFEND BUT LIFE DOESN?T ALWAYS HAVE A HAPPY END

EQUILIBRIUM : I?VE LOST MY?

MY SENSE OF TOUCH HAS NEARLY RUN OUT I CANNOT FEEL ANYMORE YOU CANNOT TOUCH ME YOU CANNOT FEEL ME I AM BEYOND YOUR CONTROL A STRONG SENSE OF PRESSURE OUTSIDE AND INSIDE OF MY HEAD LIKE A PETRIFIED CHILD STARING AT THE FACE OF DEATH IT IS THE ONLY WAY THAT I EXIST TRYING TO SHED THIS SKIN BUT THE DISEASE HAS TAKEN HOLD AND IT?S ABOUT TO BEGIN EQUILIBRIUM I?VE LOSE MY EQUILIBRIUM I?M COMING HOME TO A PLACE I USED TO KNOW BUT THE FACES HAVE ALL CHANGED AND THERE?S NO EVIDENCE TO SHOW THE EXISTENCE OF MY LIFE CUT DOWN IN MY PRIME NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO IN THIS LIFE IT IS FORGOTTEN IN TIME EQUILIBRIUM I?VE LOST MY EQUILIBRIUM

SIGHT : EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES

IT?S NOT RIGHT THAT YOU DIED ALONE IT?S NOT RIGHT THAT I WASN?T THERE FOR YOU IT?S NOT RIGHT YOU DON?T UNDERSTAND WHAT?S HAPPENING I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE I SHOULDN?T LET YOU DIE ALONE I LOST MYSELF IN YOUR COMPASSION I LOST MY SOUL WITHIN YOUR EYES YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME I WISH I COULD HAVE BEEN THERE FOR YOU I CAN SEE YOUR GHOST IN THE HALLS AT NIGHT WATCHING ME PATIENTLY IN THE SHADOWS OF THE LIGHT I CAN SEE YOUR FACE EVERY TIME I CLOSE MY EYES I?LL FORGET YOU ARE GONE AND THEN I?LL REALIZE THAT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I?VE HIT A WALL THAT I CAN?T CLIMB AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I?VE CROSSED A BRIDGE AND CAN?T GO BACK I WAS HAVING FUN PLAYING IN THE SUN WHILE YOU WERE DYING ALONE LEFT AT HOME I SHOULD HAVE BEEN THERE I SHOULDN?T LET YOU DIE ALONE

AUDITORY : THE NOISE INSIDE MY HEAD

YOU CREATE THE NOISE INSIDE MY HEAD AND IF I TOUCH YOU WILL YOU RUN AWAY I?M AFRAID IF I DO THEN YOU WILL NOT STAY YOU TAKE AWAY THIS PAIN I CANNOT ALLEVE JUST STANDING BESIDE YOU I CAN FEEL YOU BREATHE I CANNOT EAT I CANNOT SLEEP WHEN ALL I WANNA DO IS LAY MY HANDS ON YOU YOU CREATE THE NOISE INSIDE MY HEAD AND THEN SEDUCE ME WITH ALL YOU?VE DONE AND YOU?VE SAID BUT WHEN I TOUCH YOU I HAVE NO FEARS AS WE MELT TOGETHER AND THIS WORLD DISAPPEARS YOU TURN UP THE NOISE INSIDE MY HEAD AND NOW THIS FIRST KISS BETWEEN YOU AND I TEMPTATION THIS FEELING I COULD DIE AND AS YOU TOUCH ME I CAN HARDLY BELIEVE JUST LYING BESIDE YOU I CAN FEEL YOU BREATHE

SMELL : THE STENCH OF DEATH

TRAUMA WITH A HOLD IN MY CHEST WITH A BRUISE ON MY HEART GRABBING TO KEEP FROM SPINNING IT COMES AND IT GOES NAUSEA MY MOUTH RUNS DRY A DIZZY CONNECTION A DIZZY CONFUSION FATIGUE THEN BLOOD WITHOUT OXYGEN A PUNCTURED LUNG FROTHING AND ABNORMAL SUBMISSION AUTHORIZED INHILATED AND INTIBATED CONTUSION A CRUSHING BLOW NEAR TO DEATH NOT EXPECTED TO LIVE I CAN SMELL THE DRIED BLOOD IN MY MOUTH AND I CAN FEEL THE NUMBNESS START TO BEGIN I CAN SENSE MY LIFE IS RUNNING OUT AND I CAN SMELL THE STENCH OF DEATH CLOSING IN BLOOD COUGHED UP THROUGH THE TUBE IN MY MOUTH FADING TO NOTHING PLEASE HELP ME I AM AFRAID I AM ALONE STRENGTH TO LIVE LEAVING ME LOST TO ALL CHOKING AND COUGHING

SIXTH : GOD ? A LIE

THAT ANGRY CLOCK COUNTING TIME APPROACHING IN ON MY SWEET DEMISE THE TICK TICK TICK OF THE INCESSANT ROLL COUNTING DOWN MY TIME LIKE A PREDATORS GROWL NO QUARTER NO FOUL WE CANNOT STOP THIS COURSE WE?VE BEGUN STALKING THE NIGHT AWAKING IN FRIGHT THIS IS MY RIFLE AND THIS IS MY GUN I SEE MACHINES I SEE ARMIES MARCHING DOWN THESE DIRTY STREETS THESE BRAVE YOUNG MEN HERE TO DEFEND IT?S FUNNY HOW HISTORY REPEATS WHO WALKS LEFT AND WHO WALKS RIGHT HISTORY WILL CHOOSE NO SIDE WHO IS RIGHT AND WHO IS WRONG IF GOD IS ON YOUR SIDE? THE WINNER WRITES THE HISTORIES THE FACTS BECOME A MYSTERY BARRAGE OF COMPLEX CONTRABAND THE TRUTH IS SLIPPING THROUGH YOUR HANDS

INTERMISSION : A FIRE ON THE BEACH

I STOOD IN FIRELIGHT SWELTERING BLOOD STAIN ON MY CHEST LIKE MAP OF VIOLENT NEW CONTINENT FELT CLEANSED FELT DARK PLANET TURN UNDER MY FEET AND KNEW WHAT CATS KNOW WHAT MAKES THEM SCREAM LIKE BABIES IN THE NIGHT LOOKED AT SKY THROUGH SMOKE HEAVY WITH HUMAN FAT AND GOD WAS NOT THERE THE COLD SUFFOCATING DARK GOES ON FOREVER AND WE ARE ALONE LIVE OUR LIFE LACKING ANYTHING BETTER TO DO DEVISE REASON LATTER BORN FROM OBLIVION BEAR CHILDREN (HELL-BOUND AS OURSELVES) GO INTO OBLIVION THERE IS NOTHING ELSE EXISTENCE IS RANDOM HAS NO PATTERN SAVE WHAT WE IMAGINE AFTER STARING AT IT FOR TOO LONG NO MEANING SAVE WHAT WE CHOOSE TO IMPOSE THIS RUDDERLESS WORLD IS NOT SHAPED BY VAGUE METAPHYSICAL FORCES IT IS NOT GOD WHO KILLS THE CHILDREN NOT FATE THAT BUTCHERS THEM OR DESTINY THAT FEEDS THEM TO THE DOGS IT?S US?ONLY US

FLAVOR : RITUALISTIC HANGING (THE SUN DANCE)

TIGHT SKIN STRETCHED OVER DRY BONES FRAGMENTS OF LIFE REVEALED ANCIENT NOTHING DRAINING VISIONS OF SIN RITUALISTIC HANGING THE SUN DANCE TOOLS OF AUTOPSY EMPTY AND LIFELESS THE CORE IS REMOVED THE CENTER OF REALITY FORGOTTEN MAGGOTS IN BRAIN MY BODY LEFT ROTTED AND DECAYED ENGAGED IN COMPLETE GRATIFICATION THROUGH PAIN ENTERING VISIONS THROUGH ALTERED STATES TELEPATHIC CLEANSING OF CONSCIOUSNESS ATTAINED AND REALIZED IF ONLY YOUR GOD HAD EYES

TOUCH : THE WAY THAT I USED TO

I WISH I COULD TOUCH YOU THE WAY THAT I USED TO AND DID I CHOSE TO JUST NOT TRY TO EVER REALLY SEE YOUR SIDE OR DID I CHOSE TO JUST NOT SEE ANYTHING WAS WRONG WITH ME JUST HOW OR WHY I CANNOT SAY I WISH IT DIDN?T HAVE TO BE THIS WAY WAS THERE ANYTHING I COULD HAVE DONE TO CHANGE THE THINGS THAT WERE TO COME

VISION : IN YOUR EYES

IN YOUR EYES I SEE THE FUTURE IN YOUR EYES I SEE THE PAST IN YOUR EYES I SEE MY LIFE FLASH BEFORE MY EYES AND IT LETS ME KNOW IT?S ALL WORTH WHILE

HEAR : YOU CALL MY NAME

I CAN HEAR YOU CALL MY NAME BUT IT WILL NEVER BE THE SAME SOMETHING HAS CHANGED IN YOUR EYES THAT SPARK OF LOVE BEHIND YOUR SMILE BECAME A STARE OF HATE SO VILE YOU?VE LOST YOUR LOVE FOR ME YOU ARE MY LIFE YOU ARE MY RAIN YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE YOU ARE MY PAIN I?LL STAND RIGHT HERE BUT YOU DON?T SEE I AM A GHOST LEFT HERE TO BLEED BUT I CAN STILL HEAR YOUR VOICE I KNOW IT?S COMPLICATED BUT CAN?T YOU SEE THIS IS NOT THE WAY IT?S SUPPOSED TO BE THIS RAIN COMING DOWN ON MY LIFE WHEN LOVE TURNS TO HATE YOUR FEELINGS FOR ME THIS IS NOT THE WAY IT?S SUPPOSED TO BE I DEAL WITH THE PAIN MY TEARS TURN TO RAIN ON MY CHEEK YOU ARE MY LIFE YOU ARE MY RAIN YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE YOU ARE MY PAIN I?LL STAND RIGHT HERE BUT YOU DON?T SEE I AM A GHOST LEFT HERE TO BLEED AND WHEN I?VE DIED AND TRAVELED ON AND ALL I?VE LEFT YOU IS JUST THIS SONG REMEMBER ME THE WAY I WAS AND THAT WILL BRING A SMILE IT IS SO COLD THERE IS NO LIGHT HERE IN HELL I?M LEFT TO FIGHT I REMEMBER YOU THE WAY YOU WERE AND THAT WILL BRING A SMILE AND I CAN STILL HEAR YOUR VOICE I CAN STILL HEAR YOUR VOICE ECHOING INSIDE MY SOUL

OLFACTORY : SHE CAN SMELL THE RAIN

SHE CAN SMELL THE RAIN JUST BEFORE IT FALLS DID I DREAM THAT YOU DREAMED ABOUT ME I SEE THE LIGHTS IN YOUR EYES DYING IN A LONELY PLACE EVERY TIME IT RAINS YOU?RE HERE IN MY HEAD PASSING STRANGE ILLUMINATED MANIKINS STANDING IN THE DOOR TOUCHING FROM A DISTANCE EVERY TIME IT RAINS YOU?RE HERE IN MY HEAD SHE CAN SMELL THE RAIN JUST BEFORE IT FALLS

SIXTH : D?J? VU

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